i firmly believe that when God closes a door, he opens a window for us to move forth. While i may not be proud of the some of my actions so far, but i have no regrets. Oh rather just very few. There was a few wrong choices that i wish i did not make, but i have come to terms with it as i did what i had to do, given my understanding and circumstances at that point in time.
So it had come as a surprise when someone from history asked to meet me. Apparently he had learnt a lot from me and i would be able to judge him correctly. My reaction?? Snicker.. -____-'
So this is my reply....
there was a time yonder..
as fragile as it was, it lasted for some time
shattered by a thousand stone
as time slips
so does the grains of sands
in the foundations
washed away the line
for a clean slate
There is no such thing as friendzone of the 'X's. Maybe it works for others but not for me. I don't particularly give a shit of what my previous partners think of me. It used to matter to me-Then. Now I have no time or inclination to dwell on the past, especially on broken relationships. it's better for all in my opinion.
the only past that i give my time too. The dead.
So Dude, i suggest get a grip on yourself & focus on your family. The past looks rosy because of time has blunted the pain & faded the scars... nothing stays the same.
Neither am i particularly interested in awaking old friendships with new & different set of rules. The only rules i accept are the ones i make. You may want to seek out a therapist if you feel that you require validation from someone in your past. Unfortunately, you cant afford me.